Thursday, February 11, 2010
{ 4:09 AM }
today is the day when i got my emotional not fix!understand?
dun understand right?!i know?!dun know why coz tommy tell
putera that i am gay and then he stay away from me sia?!walao?all
i want to do is be friends with him sia?!why cnnt seh?!is it so difficult to be
friends with someone?is it so difficult?!i reali dun understand?!it is my
problem with being a...and why must all of u care about me being that
or not it is my life!even though u are my friend also no use at all?!ok?!
let me tell all of u this!no one can change me from being .......!ok?!happy?
even if u are not also no use?!why cant i find a friend to talk to?!all my friends
are leaving me one by one?!why is it because i am ........?!even if it is why
are all of u mind sia?!why?!i dun understand?!whenever ppl whisper something
bout me,i reali feel like crying u know?!i feel that tears are hard to control the more
days have pass?!i think i reali cannot hold on anymore?!i reali think of transferring
school?!reali?!i am thinking of it?!i reali got no choice?!what choice do i have?
nth reali?!nth at all?!i reali cnnt tahan anymore longer!i wan to leave this place
at once and find a new area for me to live in?!reali i am thinking of it?!......?!reali?!
or should i turn straight?maybe or should i?i think i should sia?!reali?!if not noone
reali wan me?!reali:( i am so emotional now?!even when i type this i wanna cry?!
sian.........plz!everyone leave me alone?!i turn straight ok?happy?k
bb!?
